it makes me feel like Ive come to the very edge of the horizon to the point of no return and that all of my best years have passed on along with all of those who i have ever loved…there is no going back now and as soon as i close my eyes , the only other thing i can feel aside from complete despair is one salty tear running down my cheek and the longest exhale one can make before descending into the unknown after escaping this vessel that has carried my soul….fucking kill me
